Monday, March 12, 2012

This Morning...

...J woke me up with a quick shove. She was still lying beside me in bed.

"You'll find your collar down by my feet, slave. Go down, kiss each foot three times, and then bring it to me."

i was awake at once, and getting hard by the time i crawled down to the foot of the bed. i did as ordered, placing a sweet kiss on each beautiful, silken foot.

As the collar slid in place and J secured it around my neck i felt that familiar feeling of devotion, submission and deep love wash over me. That feeling of the collar sliding around my neck and closing tight, J peering down at me with a twinkle in Her eye and wicked grin on Her face, is one of my favorite things in the world.

"Now slave...you will go make me two eggs with toast, a bowl of that pineapple in the fridge and a cup of coffee. You have 15 minutes to do it all, bring it to me on a tray here in bed, and commence rubbing my feet as I eat. Any later and there will be consequences."

i hustled into the kitchen, scrambling to get everything done and back in time. i had to grind the coffee and made a mess, which needed to be cleaned and cost precious time. As i stared at the toaster while flipping the eggs i began to sweat with anxiety, fearing i wouldn't make it.

Upon returning to the bedroom my fears turned out to be accurate.

"18 minutes, slave. Poor form, dear," J said, Her voice dripping with disappointment. "Hand me my breakfast and get down there to my feet...but know that there will be consequences."

i crawled down, focusing on Her feet as She ate. Twice when J spilled some breakfast She ordered me to lick it up with my tongue, once some egg and once some fruit. After She was done i was also ordered to clean the bed sheets of all toast crumbs with my tongue. It was agonizingly slow but after my earlier failure i was sure to be extra thorough and actually met with J's approval.

"Now...you were three minutes late. What's your excuse?"

"i...i am very sorry my Lady. There is no excuse for such failure, and i submit myself for Your punishment."

"Good answer. Now let's see...well, we will be drawing one card each from the Punishment Box for each minute. But seeing as I have to go to work soon, we'll save those for later. For now, go and stand against the wall, eyes closed, hands above your head pressed against the wall and feet apart."

i did as commanded, and then shuddered as i felt J wrap one of Her scarves around my head again and again, covering my eyes tight and wrapping around my ears to dampen the sound.

"Now you will stay like that while I shower, and await your punishment."

"Yes, my Lady," i whispered.

J showered and dressed in the bedroom as i stood, shivering from the cold and trembling with fear and anticipation. She then slid Her hand across my back and brought Her mouth close to my ear.

"Now you will stay like that until I release you, isn't that right, slave?"

"Yes, my Lady" i whispered.

"No matter what?"

"Yes, my Lady. No matter what."

"Good. Now I am going to work. You are to stay until released. Got it?" J laughed as She said this and watched me gasp and tremble more vigorously.

"i...yes, My lady" i whispered, my mind whirring.  How long was i going to be kept imprisoned here? My arms were already aching and legs shaking. Would it be all day? All morning?

i heard J walk out the front door and close it tightly, then heard the car start up and drive away. Apparently this was serious...and my mind began to whir in panic as i heard the car drive away.

i stood there for what felt like forever, in the dark and alone, under the complete power of my Lady. i was shaking and aching but did not dare move. Even though i was not bound in any way, my submissive mind so strong that it was as good as being chained to the wall.

Finally i heard the door open again, after what felt like an eternity (but was probably more like half an hour). J entered the bedroom and immediately slid Her nails down my naked back, scratching marks down me to further mark me as Hers.

"Hmmmm...doesn't look like You moved slave," J whispered.

"No, my Lady."

"Good...though I bet you will now."

With no further warning i felt an incredibly sharp sting on my ass, then another one and another. i screamed as the new sensation cascaded down...this was not something J had ever used on me before, and it hurt! We have pretty much used paddles and floggers, and this was more like how i imagine a switch or a cane might feel. VERY stingy, without the harder thud of a paddle. It was agonizing.

"Now count for me, dear...you will be receiving 10 strokes for each minute you were late."

"Yes, my Lady. Thank You, my Lady," i breathed.

The strokes came fast and furious, sometime swinging hard, sometimes a little softer. J worked me over, moving from my ass to the backs of my thighs and up and down. By the end i was screaming out each number through gritted teeth and rapid breath, sweat pouring down me under the incredible sting.

After thirty i sagged, my arms sliding down the wall. J immediately barked out a "tsk, tsk, tsk...that won't do," and gave me 10 more.  i was shaking and on fire by the time She was done.

J slid the scarf off my face, pinching my burning ass mercilessly as She removed the blindfold. She spun me around and ordered me to my knees, where i knelt and kissed each foot three times to thank Her, as i always do after a punishment.

J was holding an end of tree branch She had found the other day, the perfect size and shape for her to use on me. She had a wicked grin as She asked, "like my new toy?"

"yes, my Lady," i answered, my eyes wide as She stood over me.

"Good. Because this is not the last you'll see of it," She grinned. "Now on to the punishment box...we'll have to get to these later since we're busy the next couple days, which is why I wanted to give you a reminder of your failings this morning. But I think the anticipation will only add to the other punishments, wouldn't you agree?"

J laughed out loud at the look on my face, then caressed my cheek gently before giving it a quick slap and ordering me to fetch the box.

She was sitting down when i got back and i knelt before Her and handed Her the box. She drew three and handed them to me, ordering me to read them aloud.

"Rice" was the first one - a painful session kneeling on rice on the hard kitchen floor, then the tedious task of picking them up one at a time.

"Lines" was the second one - we use the Fond of Writing software, which allows J to set the number of lines and all kinds of devious little distraction boxes, backwards writing and other ways to trip me up.

"Mushrooms" was the third one - i have written about that one before...ugh.

All in all quite a way to start the week. i am still sore and marked after this morning, and still have lots of punishments to come. It's all more than worth it, however, for the chance to serve and be the slave of such a wonderful, beautiful Wife. The way She just decided to exert Her authority for no particular reason this morning is just the latest sign of how far She has come in embracing Her new role as Domme, and how lucky i am to be Hers...forever.

10 comments:

  1. Another delightful excursion into the ever expanding repertoire of wicked delights coming from the mind of J. She's a woman after my own heart as she explores subtle and highly effective ways to assure her dominance over her humble slave husband. I loved it when she went off to "work", leaving you in a state of disbelieving wonderment as to how long you'd have to hold your position.

    Although I prefer using bondage in such a situation, I must acknowledge that putting you in that position without bondage does have its advantages. It forces you to wonder how long you could possibly hold your position, whereas in bondage, there would be no question that you were helpless to do anything about it. One wonders what you'd have done if she'd really left you there for hours and your body was no longer able to maintain that position. Any guesses?

    And oh yes,how nice to see J expanding her types of corporal punishment "tools". I bet you're wondering what she'll come up with next:)

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    1. Thanks, Lady Grey! High praise indeed for J coming from You. i am indeed on pins and needles wondering what She'll come up with next...and who knows, it could end up being pins and needles. =-)

      i am constantly amazed at how Her mind keeps finding new and creative ways to establish Her control over me, we've come a loooong way from the early days when J was not very comfortable taking on the role of Domme.

      and i actually found the lack of bondage even better than being tied - one for the mindfuck You describe in Your comment, but also because it made the scenario of Her going to "work" and leaving me alone actually believable, as i know J is concerned about safety and would never actually put me in bondage and leave the house.

      Instead i actually felt like She had left me for the day, and wondered how long i could hold my position being just bound by Her commands and not with cuffs or ropes. i was already getting fatigued and chilled, and im honestly not sure what would have happened had She not come back until, say, lunchtime. i do know that every time it crossed my mind to release myself from my position my sub mind kicked in and willed me to stay still, in part out of a feeling of devotion to J and in part for fear of punishment.

      id like to think i could have held out, but i don't know if i am yet that disciplined a slave, as much as i aspire to be. Perhaps one day i will be, and in the meantime i find myself wondering if this morning was a bit of a "test drive" J was using to begin pushing my devotional limits to see what happens. Only time will tell i suppose...

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  2. Nice post, I enjoyed this very much. I am so envious of those who can live in this lifestyle like this through the week, all day etc. I am thankful for what I have though. I am very lucky.

    I will take some time soon to read through your other blog posts. Thanks for visiting mine, I am a new follower now.

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    1. Thanks, Miss Christina! Glad You liked the post, i have been enjoying Your blog as well, found it very well written. And while i agree i am very lucky to be able to practice this lifestyle as often as we do, from reading Your posts it sounds like You are making the most out of the opportunities You have! =-)

      Glad to see You as a follower, looking forward to hearing from You her and also to seeing what's next for You and jay!

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  3. Wow. That was a hot story. You are a lucky sub.

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    1. Thanks. And i agree, i am a VERY lucky sub! =-)

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  4. My wife has been using maple switches (not "tree branches") on my backside for years... In fact, this is how it all started, on a memorable occasion when we were hiking in the woods...

    Since then, I have been expected to bring her a regular supply of switches (which are then put to soak in a mix of water and vinegar) and she uses them often enough -along with a number of other "tools"...

    L.

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    1. ... and you just got two brisk switchings today - one in the woods (before it started raining), and one back home!

      But this is a long weekend - and I have plans for you!

      J.

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    2. Wow, sounds like you were definitely in for it! i do love the added submissive feelings that come from fetching or preparing the very implements that your Wife will use to torment and punish you, don't you agree? There's something so delicious about that anticipation, and it puts me in such a subspace before the actual punishments even begin.

      i hope Your weekend was as...busy as it looks like it was planned to be. Sounds like She has you well in hand.

      Thanks for reading and for the comments, sorry i didn't get to them sooner, but i'd still love to hear how that weekend went sometime1 :-)

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